My World, My Playground

Eww, i envy those who are having a great sleep and away to their Lalaland.. :) i am still awake and in front of the screen searching words to express mu thoughts. I just love the fact that it’s Friday and i guess it’s time for us to really spend the time wisely… 

As for me, a perfect weekend would be quality time spent with people around us..ayy? :) ya, with all the stresses that we went through out the weekdays, i guess it’s just time to spend good time with our loved ones.. 

But the question is.. how? hurmm…

Welcome back to me as i just want to drop a simple hello :) it seems that i have been neglecting this playground of mine for quite some time.. would love to update more! :)

I know that losing someone might be the toughest thing to deal with and some of us might not want to dream to even go through it… At times, when we are too comfortable in the “Comfort Zone” - a zone that makes you go happy, not-much-things-to worry, and you think that it will be easier for you as you feel that everything is OK..

But have you ever thought about challenges in life? Yup, i have an insight telling me that everyone in this world is ought to face challenges in life in order to experience things :) i know that there might be chatters that chatter “Ye lah tu..ingat senang ke apa?”..

Nothing is easy in this world.. and nothing is free in this world :) even nak pergi tandas pun sekarang susah nak carik yang bersih, unless i you afford to pay at least 30 sen? itu pun tahap C kan :))

So, to those of you who are in the situation of losing someone, or even things or your pet.. please remind yourself that it’s never the end of the world dear.. keep on improving yourself and strive for the better things in life :)

Yum yum…having my lovely auntie and uncle in town is one of the moments that i will always treasure most…not only them, it could also be my “Twin” cousin named Hilmi Ramlan.. :)

Well, Uncle Aji decided to take all 6 of us *that include Acu, Aiko, Asmara, Me, Hiro the newborn baby and Me* to Nirwana Maju for lunch… hohoho..wondering what is Nirwana Maju? It’s a place where you can eat rice on a banana leaf with indian cuisine and located in Bangsar, in front of Bangsar Village II… yummeyh!

Though it took us to wait for almost half an hour, i have to say that it’s worth waiting as my tummy is worth the ‘Kekenyangan’.. hahah :) i enjoyed my lunch as much as i enjoy having the cousins and aunty and uncle with me, as it is also my very FIRST TIME ok :)

Soon after we had our lunch, Acu wants me to accompany her to get some of her baby’s stuff at Tiny Tapir - another shop that all new mothers should go to seek for environmental friendly products for babies :)… but before heading to Tiny Tapir, we are all pampered with some drinks from The Coffee Bean… my choice —> Pure Vanilla! ewww…nyum nyum!

So, how’s that sounds ayy? :D

Sitting at home jobless is not something positive for me..i hate the fact that i had to wake up late and found out how slow time is running with less things to do… i want to be more active and do many things… i don’t want to stay as someone who is so lazy bum bum and do nothing at home.. pfft

I’ve been thinking about the offer that my uncle give to me…to work somewhere far from here.. at times, i feel like “Oh no.. i love Malaysia…why should i leave?“… but on the other side of me, “I have to go and i’m sick of all these stresses coming my way“…

I’m soon gonna be 22.. and is it normal for a lady at this age to face such challenges? Once there’s a person telling me that “Nothing is free”.. and i agree to that statement.. i always blame my self for not being the happiest girl on the planet… Yes,i know might not be the happiest girl on the planet, but i’m proud to say that i’m of the luckiest girl on the planet to have supportive people around me..

Friends? they come and go.. especially when you make decisions that affected your life badly… some friends tend to not understand why and what makes you decide it.. but trust me, the only person that really knows why and what makes you decide it is YOU..yes, you and YOURSELF…

People might say you make the dumbest decision in your life… but i must say that.. life requires experience… as experience is a good teacher in life.. and to gain experience? oh… we are so talking about trial and errors :)

Last night we celebrated Aqeef’s belated birthday bash.. My sister in law decided to just have a small family gathering at Madam Kwan’s Mid Valley… why Mid Valley? haha..simply because it’s near Toys R’ Us.. that’s what Abang Akram claimed :)

The dinner involved only my parents, siblings, grandparents and two of my mom’s godchildren.. wah wah wahh :) i describe the event as: beautifully cheerful.. :) i enjoyed watching people having great time with their food, a big laugh and smiles on their faces…hmm, these are the things that i’m gonna miss most once i’m no longer in this world.. :)

I have to thank Kak Reena for the delicious meal and great time we had :) and to lil Aqeef, we are very proud to be you aunties and uncles as you are just so adorable and charming :) min loves you so much and i hope u too, had a great time.. love you dear!

p/s: pictures will be posted REALLY REALLY soon!

Happy Friday!

For those who are working, they tend to be very happy when it comes to Friday.. because it’s the last day of the weekdays and there comes weekend! :) So, how was my first week of being jobless? one word: COOL :)

Though i was just sitting at home, i still go for Job Hunting, and helping those who are in need :) Alhamdulillah, god answered my prayers that everything runs smoothly *perhaps*…

I went for a job interview yesterday and i can see that this time around, it’s totally different from what i used to do at my previous company :) but then again, this is what we called life… we should strive for the best by experiencing new things around us :)

What i’m hoping now is to just move on with my life.. and omg.. i think i’m missing someone so badly now.. pfft

As quoted as one of my ex- officemates, “Min, nak kahwin memang senang.. tapi nak maintain perkahwinan tu, it’s not easy“… in case if i have any international readers here *perasaaaann nyeee*, let me just translate the quote ,”Min, it is always easy to get married… but to maintain the marriage requires one to go through many things“… 

So, what is exactly a relationship? hurm, it could be determined in all sort of ways :) as for me, relationship is something that is very difficult to handle, yet challenging and could be something that is very thoughtful in life…especially when things work the way you plan it to be :) 

After going through this life of mine,  i realised the fact that at this age of 21 and soon to be 22, i have the right to speak on what do i want in a relationship… yes, some of the readers might think ,”Eh min, kau memang super poyo that you are just 22”, or “Rileks la babe, baru 22 kot!”.. but as for me, at this age, i am not here to stay for a puppy love and for a relationship that lasts for only 3 to 12 months?? 

A guy was asking me.. what do i want in a relationship… it makes me think for a while and reply him after giving so much thought about his question.. he’s question might be simple ,”What do you want in a relationship and i want to know what’s your plan in this relationship?”… i wish i have all the words and hope to say things beautifully… but after a while, i end up replying his text with the length of 4 pages of sms *Oopsie, this is no longer Short Message Service then :)*

I told him that:

• I want a man who is responsible for himself and his family *Which makes sense that he will be a good husband and dad to my children*
• I want a man who listens to my complaints and keeps on telling me that everything will be ok *Well, i’m a person with a very very hot tempered! so, i just need someone to calm me down when i’m doing all the babbling and rambling on things*
• I want a man who loves my family and i *This is very important to me… my family means a lot to me*
• I want a man who knows how to give and take in a relationship *I would never ever ever want a relationship based on only one party*

I know that this is possibly too much to be asked for… but somehow i don’t require money to buy me love… but what i need is a happy home and a good communication from my partner… that’s all for the time being… i know most of you might want to puke when reading this *Oh, you may do so :))*.. but i just have to keep on telling my self that life is short and i just have to do what i have to do :)